ALMOST EASY

 

I feel insane  every single time

I’m asked to compromise

Cause i’m afraid and stuck in my ways

And that’s the way it stays

So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance

By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip

I’m not insane, I’m not insane,

I’m not insane, I’m not-not insane,

(mother)

Come back to me, it’s  almost easy

(said it all)

Come back again. It’s almost easy

Shame pulses througt my heart

From the things I’ve done to you

It’s hard to face , but the fact remains

That this is nothing new

Left you bound and tied with suicidal memories

Selfish beneath the skin

But deep inside I’m not insane

I’m not insane, I’m not insane,

I’m not insane, I’m not-not insane,

(mother)

Come back to me, it’s  almost easy

(said it all)

Come back again. It’s almost easy

(you’ll learn you lesson)

Come back to me, it’s  almost easy

(but first you fall)

Come back again. It’s almost easy

Now that I’ve lost you it kills me say

(hurts to say)

I’ve tried to hold on as you’ve slowly slipped away

I’m losing the fight

I’ve treated you so wrong , now let me make it  right

(make it all right)

I’m not insane, I’m not insane,

I’m not insane, I’m not-not insane,

(mother)

Come back to me, it’s  almost easy

(said it all)

Come back again. It’s almost easy

Shame pulses througt my heart

From the things I’ve done to you

It’s hard to face , but the fact remains

That this is nothing new

Left you bound and tied with suicidal memories

Selfish beneath the skin

But deep inside I’m not insane

I’m not insane, I’m not insane,

I’m not insane, I’m not-not insane,

(mother)

Come back to me, it’s  almost easy

(said it all)

Come back again. It’s almost easy

(you’ll learn you lesson)

Come back to me, it’s  almost easy

(but first you fall)

Come back again. It’s almost easy

Every time

Notice me take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time
I see you in my dreams I see your face, it’s haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It’s the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you’re haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you’re haunting me
I guess I need you baby

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

BECAUSE MR. SPEKTA

 Saya merasa hati saya terluka

Saya merasa hati ini tlah hancur

Karna anda

Anda membuat saya menangis

Begitu banyak harapan yang anda beri

Namun semua itu hanya omong kosong

Mengertikah anda tentang rasa sakit ?

Rasa sakit yang saya derita

Dengan seketika

Anda membuat saya terbang ke angkasa

Dengan seketika itu pula

Anda menjatuhkan saya dengan mudahnya

Anda tebarkan senyum manis

Anda tebarkan kata sayang

Anda memberikan saya harapan besar

Tapi semua ini hanya omong kosong

Saya bersembunyi dalam tawa

Saya slalu mencoba tersenyum

Saat hati saya benar benar terluka

Tapi kini saya tak cukup mampu

Untuk melakukan itu semua

Karna anda

Anda memandang lurus kedepan

Karna anda

Saya terlihat kecil dan takut

Sekali lagi saya mencoba

Menahan air mata untuk anda

Anda bukan sosok yang pantas

Untuk saya tangisi

A little piece of havene

Before the story begins, is it such a sin, 

for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
conjuring her deepest fears

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you a chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do.)
I now pronounce you...

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry